A silent night

my bff is leaving for UK this morning. as from the first day we graduated from high school, we all knew that she'll one day fly to oversea to further studies. time passes so fast. in a blink of an eye she is now in London! phew! i miss her. freaking missing her right now. how are you doing there Joyce Siaw? did you cry? :)

from the moment i stepped out from her house yesterday night, i was actually feeling calm. just when i saw something related to her, i started missing her. guess what's make me think of her? hah! yup her BIRTH DATE! wtf :( a friend of mine has decided to organize a barbecue party at Sepang Gold Coast, the date will be falling on 26th-27th of Nov. i was like, oh i cant go eh, it is Joyce's birthday and we'll have our own plan like having dinner at somewhere else, hang out or maybe plan a short trip. yes those were the very first things appearing in my mind, in a wink. guess i really miss you darling. :) then tears dropped :'(
wtf it sounds lesb right? i am simply express my feeling. :/

talking of which, i must go to sleep. it's 4 in the morning. i can feel my mind is slowly floating in the air.
buh bye! :)

I miss the red car

it's been more than a month since the last time i sat on the boyfriend's car. yup, the car is now/still living in the car factory. thanks to Jason, my cousin brother for the thing happened. he met an accident on the way to Subang in Federal Highway.

here's the sad stories begin...
i had more than ten packages of instant noodles in two weeks times, i didnt eat at night time for quite some days as i was too lazy to hail a taxi go out for just a meal and come back, i called to Mc d/pizza delivery for twice a week, i missed my favorite food but i couldnt just start the engine and go for it right away.

Conclusion, LIFE IS SO MUCHHH TERRIBLE WITHOUT A CAR.
i hate that!