My very first time! hehe

Guess what. finally i've experienced being like a model, did a photo shoot in studio! thought it was fun but it could be annoying and exhausting if you do not have a nice outfit or out of good postures! ishh!

i thought i wont be camera shy but yes i WAS!
i thought i could express very well like the model-wannabe tv show but sorry i was NOT!
i thought i would have satisfaction on those photos but so sad they are so-so yes SO SO!
i thought i might be turn out into a gorgeous lil woman after doll up but i still looked BIASA SAJA!

Conclusion, if i want to step in modeling or entertainment field, eleh! dont ya ever dream about that! :/

and seriously i need to slim down a bit. not much, just let my tummy disappear from my body i am happy enough! wtf what else do you want halle tan?!

i dont have the photos with me right now but i will upload (some) once i got them from the photographer!






p.s SPECIALLY thanks to rach for taking some photos during the session! see the lighting stands over my head and in front of me? they make me feel like i am a star, doing photo shooting for X magazine! HAHAHAHAHA WTF!

I have a pilot boy friend wtf!

Guess what? i was chatting with an old friend of mine ALEX just now.
he is now a licensed pilot. ya its been quite a long time and i got to know about it only an hour ago. T___T
oh man he is only 22 years old okay! *congratz my friend*

we talked a lot and its all about customer servicing, FA, SQ, Air Asia, Korean Airlines...

oh ya congratulations to him again for going to fly plane to Sydney soon! *fyi he is doing domestic flight now. btw good job huh!


i always think he is a smart boy when we were in secondary school. he was good in science subjects! and i thought he is way too crazy cause he think like a genius! lol


well i am really great that he is happy and enjoying with his career now.
ya i must say that,
"Every career must come with passion and that's how success start." :)

SIA CC recruitment is back!

My heart is beating so fast. I am rather disturbed by the news.
Am i ready yet for this time? what should i do/prepare to get this job? how should i overcome my nervousness? i am restless. not kidding!
there is 6 stages to get into final round. how if i pass only on the first two stage or worst i failed in first stage? i have to wait for another 3 months? gosh i am worried.
Guess i should have improved on my English skills... i cant even talked smoothly in self- introduction how am i able to go through all the interview?! CRAP!
i am sentenced to death... am i? :(

Cant live without a satisfied hairstyle!

I am going to straighten my hair on Saturday or else i would forever tie up my hair and never ever have a chance to loose it off! arghh!